I spent the whoooole day with rachael yesterday<333 man it was one of the best days ever, i love spending time with her<3 seriously i spent the whole day with her from 130 to 11 at night and i never got bored of her. First when she got here she got her lip pierced then we chilled in the living room for awhile then i had 6 dollars and i told her if she wanted it because i didn’t want it so i gave it to her(: then we ate some thin mints! girl scout cookies are boss, just saying. then after we ate cookies we talked and i fell asleep on the couch like 4 times :P haha then she wanted to clean her lip piercings so i cleaned them for her ^-^. After i cleaned them she was tired and i let her take a nap on my bed. while she was asleep i watched spongebob like a boss(: she was asleep for like 20 min and i watched her sleep for like 5 min, then i woke her up and we watched titanic together<3 haha damn that’s her movie! its our movie<3(: and the song is her song! then before we knew it the movie was over and she had to leave :l but its okay i loved every second of it<3
This is the poem in my dad’s grave and my mom was reading it to me and yeah i cant hanndle it. Man do i love this poem.
When tomorrow starts without me And I’m not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn’t cry The way you did today; While thinking of the many things We didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me As much as I love you; And each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name And took me by the hand.
he said my place was ready In heaven far above; And that I’d have to leave behind, All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye; For all my life, I’d always thought I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for, So much yet to do; It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad; I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had.If I could relive yesterday Just even for awhile, I’d say goodbye and kiss you And maybe see you smile. But then I fully realized That this could never be; For emptiness and memories Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things I might miss come tomorrow; I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked through heaven’s gates I felt so much at home; When God looked down and smiled at me From His great golden throne.
He said, “This is eternity And all I’ve promised you; Today your life on earth is past, But here it all starts anew.” "I promise no tomorrow, But today will always last; And since each day’s the same day, There’s no longing for the past.” "But you have been so faithful, So trusting and so true; Though at times you did do things, You knew you shouldn’t do.” "But you have been forgiven And now at last you’re free; So won’t you take my hand And share my life with me?”
so when tomorrow starts without me, Don’t think we’re far apart For every time you think of me, I’m right here in your heart.
i just saw the cutest thing ever. i was taking a walk around my neighborhood and i was listening to music and looking at the ground and i looked up saw two old lady hold hands then they kissed. that is so cute like idontknow if its just me but i seriously thinks thats adorable ^-^<33 i wish we can be like that<3
I hate how people just fight in this “family”. i hate it. why does everyone hate eachother? i seriously wonder why. why this family? why must we fight over stupid little things? this is why i dont like anyone in this house, yeah were all smiles and laughter with other people, but once your behide these doors its nothing but a living nightmare. come save me from this nightmare. even if i get saved i wont forget these scars.
Remember you said you would be an astronaut for me? remember when i felt like leaving this earth and leaving the planet you said you would promise to be an astronaut for me. i miss that, remember when me and you would joke around in class and write each other notes? i still have them. do you still have the teddy bear i gave you? the one my grandma gave me when i was little remember that teddy bear? i hope you still have it. anyways it was nice how you walked out of my life like that. i love how you said we would be bestfriends forever. but i guess forever for you doesnt exist. good job for leaving me mr.panit. i say goodbye forever.